WHY DO I LOVE HER?
It’s because I choose to be with her.
Yes, I choose to be with her, I chose her not because of what I feel towards her but because I want to be with her for the rest of my life.
Isn’t sweet in words
Doesn’t show her care (I mean she cares, she’s just not showy)
Has a really stormy bipolar moments
Loves irritating me a lot (which I love tho..)
Even all does things are all pilled up, all of her flaws and my expectations that I have in her sometimes that doesn’t happen, which actually hurt’s tho..
I STILL LOVED HER
I wouldn’t expect much in return for it, she’s not the aggressive type of girl that would do so much and I accepted that and loved that side of her, it’s weird actually I don’t know if it’s maturity or what.
But I’m somehow not the type of guy who will just accept everything about you (which is wrong) but ever since I met her, everything started to change everything I knew about love was all wrong.
DO YOU KNOW THAT SONG FROM JEESE MCCARTNEY ?
I don’t want a pretty face..
I don’t want just anyone to hold..
I don’t want my love to go to waste..
I want you..
And you’re beautiful soul..
Now this, this verse this chorus part of the song is me.
“You don’t want a pretty face? So even ugly women you would love too?”
Okay first of all every women is beautiful it only takes one man to see it, show and make her feel she is.
And for me Yanna was the pretties woman I have ever seen, even she looks so haggard or she hasn’t even taken a shower I would still kiss her.
BUT ALL OF THIS IS NOTHING NOW..
Thank’s to mum tho.
Mum said I would thank her in the long run, well I hope I will.
Mother knows best.
But sometimes we just can’t help it to put a grudge to them especially if you think that your decisions are all right.
But to be really honest, they just want the best for us, not just in academics even in love.
If this would be our best friends they would still push you to ‘fight’ for the person we love even the both of you are doing wrong things.
And of course are parents would do the opposite.
AND THAT’S ACTUALLY GREAT!
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