Okay I give up, my brain cell’s can’t produce it any more.
I stopped posting this because I didn’t want to talk about it anymore, but as a promise I must finish it.
NO MATTER HOW MUCH IT HURTS.
I stopped for more than a week just because of this topic, I hate going back to it because I’m still affected to it, but I don’t want all of you to be so curious on what happens next and start making new blog post of a puppy rolling over the floor with poop on his fur.
I’ll continue it, but I can’t put the time anymore.
SOMEWHERE IN THE LOST TIME WHERE WE LAST STOPPED
So last time we talked about how to make my Vlogs interesting, well let me tell you this.
Not important to remember at all in this story I’m about to tell you.
Let me tell you how this story of mine will be going, okay?
This first saga, all of this “DAYS BEFORE THINGS START HAVING A BREAK”
Is about me a little boy getting a messed up month (or probably life) and trying to make his life better and interesting afterwards.
But I guess I can’t after all.
LET ME GET TO THE BOTTOM OF THIS
I have, no ‘H A D” a girl in my life.
She loves getting me irritated
She eat’s a lot secretly
She’s a lowkey geek in Marvel and DC
She’s just being her
She’s (was) everything..
She’s (was) love…
Ever had that one person in your life that just made you feel that you dont need anyone or anything in this world that can offer because that person has it all already? Everything you ever needed and wanted was with that person already?
Well I had one, her name was Yanna.
If you try finding her in your social media accounts right now it’s going to be hard tho lol.
We had a great year together, how can I describe us? Well let me see.
Uhmm the two weirdest person you can think of just finally collide?
Or probably couples in crime?
Which is which, both makes a perfect fit for the both of us.
SO WHAT HAPPENED?
Well ever since we’ve been together there was a little tiny problem that grew until we can’t prevent it from happening.
Okay this is not some wattpad story okay? Well it’s going to sound like one because of my lovable and caring mother.
Why? Why in the world would we break up because of my mom? Well.
MOM FINDS HER UGLY
Mom doesn’t like her because she look’s like a ‘katulong’ like her favorite line is always “mas maganda pa katulong naten diyan ee” and I’m over here thinking like “Do you even care how I feel?”
So ever since we’ve been together I told her about my mom, like my mom is very very very picky on girls.
And she was like “I don’t care, I love you” so I was happy and all.
DID YOU EVEN FIGHT FOR HER?
Y E S.
To the point that my mom would literally abandon me and forget me as her son just because of her and I would literally get embarrassed in front of my other relatives because of her as my girl. (well my mom was still the cause of it)
Ever since that I was fighting for her for, in tagalog ‘pinaglalaban ko siya’
To the point I cannot anymore.
My mom love’s to just snatch my damn phone out of the blue and push me away or even punch me if I try to get my phone, which would really piss me off lol.
Well she ask sometimes but still, for what?
SHE’S EVEN WORST THAN A GIRLFRIEND
My mom is the woman you wouldn’t want to have as a mom.
If your not good at picking and just don’t care about the appearance of the person you love.
Because I’m the type of dude who doesn’t care about appearance.
‘If mahal mo siya, mahalin mo siya kung sino siya, hindi kung ano meron siya at kung ano muka niya, paano pag nag sama kayo at pag gising mo kamuka niya pala yung asong gala sainyo?” – Rendell Belen 2017
Love her for who she is, beauty will just be the bonus of it.
This is the year of big tits and nice ass and a pretty face even your dumb.
They wouldn’t care if you have all this three and you can slay, damn you will be famous in your campus and will have a great youth for being like that, but probably won’t find the ‘right man’ and witness and have the love you ever wanted.
You be with pretty boys who just want’s you as display or taste you and leave you afterwards after you gave all your love for them and effort.
Find a man a warrior, not a boy a ninja.
THIS IS WHY I LOVED YANNA
I love her because she was her.
She was original.
She was her the whole time.
She was shy at first.
But stepping aside that she waited for me for 4 years with no assurance was something also.
But why do I love her?
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