Day’s Before Things Start Having A Break ‘Five’

Okay I give up, my brain cell’s can’t produce it any more.

I stopped posting this because I didn’t want to talk about it anymore, but as a promise I must finish it.


I stopped for more than a week just because of this topic, I hate going back to it because I’m still affected to it, but I don’t want all of you to be so curious on what happens next and start making new blog post of a puppy rolling over the floor with poop on his fur.

I’ll continue it, but I can’t put the time anymore.



So last time we talked about how to make my Vlogs interesting, well let me tell you this.


Not important to remember at all in this story I’m about to tell you.

Let me tell you how this story of mine will be going, okay?

This first saga, all of this “DAYS BEFORE THINGS START HAVING A BREAK”

Is about me a little boy getting a messed up month (or probably life) and trying to make his life better and interesting afterwards.

But I guess I can’t after all.


I have, no ‘H A D” a girl in my life.

She’s weird

She loves getting me irritated

She eat’s a lot secretly

She’s beautiful

She’s a lowkey geek in Marvel and DC

She’s just being her

She’s (was) everything..

She’s (was)  love…

Ever had that one person in your life that just made you feel that you dont need anyone or anything in this world that can offer because that person has it all already? Everything you ever needed and wanted was with that person already?

Well I had one, her name was Yanna.

If you try finding her in your social media accounts right now it’s going to be hard tho lol.

We had a great year together, how can I describe us? Well let me see.

Uhmm the two weirdest person you can think of just finally collide?

Or probably couples in crime?

Which is which, both makes a perfect fit for the both of us.


Well ever since we’ve been together there was a little tiny problem that grew until we can’t prevent it from happening.


Okay this is not some wattpad story okay? Well it’s going to sound like one because of my lovable and caring mother.

Why? Why in the world would we break up because of my mom? Well.


Mom doesn’t like her because she look’s like a ‘katulong’ like her favorite line is always “mas maganda pa katulong naten diyan ee” and I’m over here thinking like “Do you even care how I feel?” 

So ever since we’ve been together I told her about my mom, like my mom is very very very picky on girls.

And she was like “I don’t care, I love you” so I was happy and all.


Y E S.

To the point that my mom would literally abandon me and forget me as her son just because of her and I would literally get embarrassed  in front of my other relatives because of her as my girl. (well my mom was still the cause of it)

Ever since that I was fighting for her for, in tagalog ‘pinaglalaban ko siya’  

To the point I cannot anymore.

That day.

My mom love’s to just snatch my damn phone out of the blue and push me away or even punch me if I try to get my phone, which would really piss me off lol.

Well she ask sometimes but still, for what?


My mom is the woman you wouldn’t want to have as a mom.

If your not good at picking and just don’t care about the appearance of the person you love.

Because I’m the type of dude who doesn’t care about appearance.


‘If mahal mo siya, mahalin mo siya kung sino siya, hindi kung ano meron siya at kung ano muka niya, paano pag nag sama kayo at pag gising mo kamuka niya pala yung asong gala sainyo?” – Rendell Belen 2017

Love her for who she is, beauty will just be the bonus of it.

This is the year of big tits and nice ass and a pretty face even your dumb.

They wouldn’t care if you have all this three and you can slay, damn you will be famous in your campus and will have a great youth for being like that, but probably won’t find the ‘right man’ and witness and have the love you ever wanted.


You be with pretty boys who just want’s you as display or taste you and leave you afterwards after you gave all your love for them and effort.

Find a man a warrior, not a boy a ninja.


I love her because she was her.

She was original.

She was her the whole time.

She was shy at first.

But stepping aside that she waited for me for 4 years with no assurance was something also.

But why do I love her?

read the next blog post


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Day’s Before Things Start Having A Break ‘Four’

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So, it’s been more than a week since I last posted in my blog, why?

Semester break was pretty sh*tty I supposed, but worth it in some other ways, have you ever done something that you didn’t want to do? Have you did something very regretful that made you feel dirty? Or where you stuck in a situation that makes you go completely insane?

Well folks! You’ll be having a treat because all does happened to me in a week.

So this is gonna be a 7 days blog post.

Or more.

(I can’t pretty tell the time exactly but with my awesome telekinesis I can remember it pretty good)



(Within 6 in the morning onwards yea)

Sembreak is finally here! After all this time I can finally slack off and do some vlogging, well I know that wouldn’t be easy but you know what this person said,

“You have to fight to reach your dream. You have to sacrifice and work hard for it.”  – Lionel Messi

Yes the professional football player, number 10 from FC Barcelona.

Life isn’t easy, and it never will be that’s what I realized from this past few weeks before I can slack of everyday here at Las Piñas with my mom and brothers and sister. I finished the exams but I didn’t get to take my ‘Oral Communication’ test because my dad payed at the same day when my exam was happening, but oh well.

A lot of things was about to happen before sembreak, ‘Marlou Arizala’ was about to have a face surgery, A ‘strike’ is happening during our semester break (man I wished we didn’t have this so early) and classes was getting suspended, season 7 of ‘League of Legend’  is about to end, and I’m over here slacking off with my new phone that mommy bought a ‘Huawei GR5 2016’ and looking at meme’s all day long.

I was thinking if I do an everyday vlog, will someone watch it? Well not unless I tell them to view my video’s but will somebody be interested on watching it? I mean it’s ‘YouTube’ probably someone will stumble to my video’s or channel because I commented on ‘heiakim Music’.

But somebody who’s interested on my life? That’s something else. That’s not like “Oh I just saw him there in the comments section begging to hit his channel up” but instead of them searching me on ‘YouTube’ and commenting “Hey dude! Keep it we want to know more!” or a classmate and friend saying to keep it up and to put them in my next vlog.

That’s like a daily vlogger’s goal and dream, to be viewed every video, to be updated everyday on what their doing, like an ‘anime’ or your favorite ‘Netflix’ series like that, we want you to watch us and be updated every episode we publish and be a geek about it like you know every video and what we did on that certain day.

Now if I’m going to make a vlog it has to be interesting somebody who can relate to it, a very common topic or issue that people talk about almost everyday.

And I think I just got the perfect topic!


Yes, suicide, why? I mean have you never encountered that feeling or hype? Of wanting to die and just bleed or torture yourself to death? (I’m actually laughing while typing this) But I’m being honest, I encounter that feeling but not everyday, only when life is getting worst than worst.


And the video is not about ‘How-To-Do-Suicide’ it’s something else that I just want to talk about. Like “Why in the world would you kill yourself, if you can live another day looking at meme’s?”

So me thinking about doing this vlog of mine, my ever first vlog is that “HOW”.


To be really honest, I don’t know.

I mean I have an idea but I don’t know if it will work.


Nope. All I have is the ‘Huawei GR5’ and a fake ‘Gorillapod’

I’m not complaining but this would just be perfect, now what I’m saying is how can I make the video interesting.


-E N D-


The video is actually done and uploaded, here’s the link!

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